Positive Vibes

Stay Positive

Since nothing interesting happened yesterday I have no reason to post in my blog.

Now that your reading this that means something interesting happened.

I got to meet new friends today.I was so happy to talk to someone.

The training in the networking I joined made me feel more happy because of the all positive vibes they have.

I learned so much today.

1.Attitude

2.Belief

3.Discouragement

4.Excitement

5.Focus

Now that I think about it I just need to attend the training every Saturday if I want to lighten up.

Everyone their is just so alive.

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Hope we get selected for After School Club Hangout

"Being Positive can bring a lot of good Things to you"

Inspirational Songs

My Inspirational Playlist

This are some of the songs that lifts my spirit whenever I'm down.

Hope this song inspires you too

The Story of Your Life by Matthew West

In Better Hands by Natalie Grant

Put Your Records On by Corinne Bailey Rae

I'm Alive by Becca (Black Butler OST)

(There's gotta be) more to Life by Stacie Orrico

I dare you to move by Switchfoot

Just Stand Up (Various Artist)

Truth be Told

Green Eyed Monster...

Today I felt a lot of jealousy over my friends and classmates. I feel horrible because of this and it is draining all my energy.I told my mom about the grades of some of my classmates in the OJT which we just finished and she was mad at me and said "why don't you ask your professor why your grade is like that and tell him that you are so pitiful since you did a lot of work and the location of your OJT compared to your other classmates is closer they don't need to travel and the company they work for gives them allowance, so for a little consideration for the cost and energy you spent why not give you a high grade just like your classmates.Its Unfair for your situation".

That hit me I was becoming a wallflower again and I'm repeating the same mistake I had back in high school. I need to talk to my prof and ask him about it.

Next is the pre-oral defense(grrrr), a group got a higher grade than us and they were noticed for best presentation.
On the final oral defense, I'm guessing they would be a tough contender for best thesis, I need to pull myself together and start working on the Online System me and my groupmates are making.

Last thing I'm sooooo jealous about is that my friends and other classmates have time to hangout and bond with their old friends/classmates while I'm here stuck at home during the sembreak doing a lot of stuff that stresses me out.

My mom keeps nagging me about this grades and I'm getting mad at her for making me feel so sad since I already feel so lonely and  then adding stress by putting pressure on me to do this and that.Urgghhh.

Do they even know what I feel!!!

I want to break down(2nd time of the week that I said this).

Hope this song cheers me up,

Here is another song...

Moving to a new House

Tired...

We started moving our stuff from our old house to our new house which is still in the same compound but got smaller.My mom, sister and I decided to move since dad passed away a month ago and the big house is making us feel lonely and sad. 

After finishing moving maybe a week from now since we have such a lot of stuff, and some of which are being sold.This will be a new beginning for us, starting to live on our own without our father.My mom starting to live a new life, needs to find a job, until I graduate(its sad though only a few months to go and he already left). Hope mom finds a job soon.I'm helping by trying to find people who I could recruit for the networking business I joined(arrgggh, its really hard when you don't have full time to face it), I really am torn between that and if I should concentrate more on my studying since I'm a graduating student.

Time management?! Going to give up some of my hobbies for a moment(I can't).

I don't think I can properly go back to what I use to do when my father was still alive(which by the way is studying). I could not concentrate, I'm still preoccupied with my thoughts of how, when and why am I here? What happened?Its all so sudden.

I miss my Father so much.

I want to break down but something is still pushing me to not give up just yet.

New house, New Beginning...

I'll post pictures when we get settled in. Its still quite a mess.

As of now this lyrics describe what I feel and think...(I'm alive by Becca)

~I'm so sick of wasting time,

But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration can't be found,
I get up and fall but,
I'm Alive...

To those who took time to read this.Thank you ^_^

My Cat

My pet Cat

This is the first time I woke up because of my pet cat. This cat doesn't live inside our house, he just tends to find an opportunity to come inside whenever he sees a door almost open. He just MEOWED so loud when he entered the room and I was looking for him tossing and turning in my bed looking if he was beside me since the sound he was making was so loud and I just sat in my bed seeing him their by the stares staring at me as if he wants me to come to him and give him a pat and a scratch,then I called him, he suddenly went to my bed and rolled(it was so adorable). I went back to bed and tried to sleep again but he bit my hand and after that I told him to go downstairs and then he did.

I woke up and my sister said to me "Finally your alive." XD and I replied "the cat just woke me up" and she then laughed at me.She wouldn't believe me. When I told my mom about it she said"That cat is really so stubborn" and I just replied with a smile. That cat really loves us even though we keep putting him outside the house.

His name is "Baozi" by the way...

First Post

My First Post on my first Blog...

Actually I wanted to create a blog once I started traveling to different countries because I wanted my first blog to be a travel blog...Now after thinking a lot and needing someone to hear me out, I created this to tell everyone what I am doing, in short this blog will be my online journal.

10/19/2013

I have an opportunity to start my own business, my mom trusting and giving me capital. Sadly I'm losing hope, I invested my money on a Networking business called Telepreneur Corp.(TPC). Now after a few weeks I found that it was hard to get people to join, most of all I just mention the name "TPC" and everyone kept saying "I already know that,its the load to all network thing right, a friend already tried to convince me to join", as I assess the things I've done this few weeks I found out if I try to recruit people in my area it would only be a waste of time and effort,I need to go to a different place and find people to convince but I don't have any money to go to another place and find people :(
Its still to early to quit.Hopefully sooner or later I'll get an opportunity to be able to get people to work together with.

They say in the business world "The First part is always the Hardest".