Moving to a new House

Tired...

We started moving our stuff from our old house to our new house which is still in the same compound but got smaller.My mom, sister and I decided to move since dad passed away a month ago and the big house is making us feel lonely and sad. 

After finishing moving maybe a week from now since we have such a lot of stuff, and some of which are being sold.This will be a new beginning for us, starting to live on our own without our father.My mom starting to live a new life, needs to find a job, until I graduate(its sad though only a few months to go and he already left). Hope mom finds a job soon.I'm helping by trying to find people who I could recruit for the networking business I joined(arrgggh, its really hard when you don't have full time to face it), I really am torn between that and if I should concentrate more on my studying since I'm a graduating student.

Time management?! Going to give up some of my hobbies for a moment(I can't).

I don't think I can properly go back to what I use to do when my father was still alive(which by the way is studying). I could not concentrate, I'm still preoccupied with my thoughts of how, when and why am I here? What happened?Its all so sudden.

I miss my Father so much.

I want to break down but something is still pushing me to not give up just yet.

New house, New Beginning...

I'll post pictures when we get settled in. Its still quite a mess.

As of now this lyrics describe what I feel and think...(I'm alive by Becca)

~I'm so sick of wasting time,

But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration can't be found,
I get up and fall but,
I'm Alive...

To those who took time to read this.Thank you ^_^